The Core Problem
I was leading the way I thought I should lead, not the way I actually led. My team was experiencing a different leader than the one I believed I was being. The gap between intention and impact is what a leadership brand really measures.
How I Found My Leadership Brand
I brought in Dr. Brooks Holtom and David Nilssen to help me understand what had happened. We worked through a process to build what we called a leadership brandbook. Not what I said I valued. What I actually did when pressure was on.
Your leadership brand is already there. People know what to expect from you under pressure. The question is whether you know it, and whether you're intentional about the liability side of your greatest strengths.
One: Accept Competence Is Assumed. People hire you because you can do the job. What gets evaluated is consistency under pressure. Two: Uncover Your Patterns. What is your actual genius zone? For me: decisive calls and coaching through complexity. Three: See Yourself From Outside In. Your team knows your patterns better than you do. Four: Build Infrastructure. Create systems that catch when you're defaulting to weaker habits under stress.
My Three Brand Pillars
Clarity Through Decisiveness
- Fast decisions under uncertainty
- Clear direction when options are ambiguous
- Quick pivots when data changes
- Collaborative exploration of options
- Sitting with ambiguity long enough to find better paths
- Changing course without seeming erratic
Transparency Under Pressure
- Building trust quickly
- Honest conversations about problems
- Aligned teams on what's really happening
- Protecting people from information before it's final
- Managing anxiety when uncertainty is unavoidable
- Leading through phases where silence is better
Development Through Challenge
- Growing people faster
- Finding people's actual capacity
- Building tough, resourceful teams
- Psychological safety in early phases
- Managing people who need gentler approaches
- Retention of people who want predictability
Four Aha Moments From The Process
Strengths and Liabilities Are the Same Thing
My decisiveness moves the team forward. It also sometimes bypasses their input. I can't have one without managing the other.
Under Pressure You Default to Habits, Not Values
I said I valued collaboration. Under pressure, I reverted to making calls alone. My team saw the pattern before I did.
Your Team's Silence Is Data You've Been Ignoring
The quiet in the room wasn't peace. It was people protecting themselves. That's the signal your leadership brand sends.
The Guardrails I Built
Once I understood my brand, I needed systems to keep me from defaulting to the liability side. Here are the guardrails I use:
- People should never be surprised by my assessment of their performance
- I will not send messages with more than one significant issue
- Before I make a call, I will ask for input from at least one person who disagrees with me
- When uncertainty is high, I will wait 24 hours before deciding
- My team gets to know the business context before I ask for an update, not after
These aren't wishes. They're systems. Some are built into how my calendar works. Others are people on my team who have permission to call me out when I violate them.
Own Your Leadership Brand
Your leadership brand isn't what you aspire to be. It's what your team predicts about you under pressure. The AI Officer Certification teaches you how to discover your actual brand, understand its shadow side, and build the systems that reinforce your best behaviors while managing your liabilities.